A song for you

Here's a song for you who...
... cut and bleed for me
... hurt me with your words
... made empty promises
... love me


That's What Love Is For

Sometimes we make it harder than it is
We'll take a perfect night
And fill it up with words we don't mean
Dark sides best unseen
And we wonder why we're feeling this way.

Sometimes I wonder if we really feel the same
Why we can be unkind
Questioning the strongest of hearts
That's when we must start
Believing in the one thing that has gotten us this far.

That's what love is for
To help us through it
That's what love is for
Nothing else can do it.
Melt our defenses
Bring us back to our senses
Give us strength to try once more
Baby, that's what love is for.

Sometimes I see you
And you don't know I am there
And I'm washed away by emotions
I hold deep down inside
Getting stronger with time
It's living through the fire
And holding on we find

Believing in the one thing
That has gotten us this far
That's what love is for
To help us through it
That's what love is for
Nothing else can do it.
Round off the edges
Talk us down from the ledges
Give us strength to try once more
Baby, that's what love is for

That's what love is for
Melt our defenses
Bring us back to our senses
Give us strength to try once more
Baby, that's what love is for.
That's what love is for.

Thank you for the song

This is so beautiful and very touching. It just brighten up my day. Thank you once again.

For Baby

I'll walk in the rain by your side
I'll cling to the warmth of your hand
I'll do anything to keep you satisfied
I'll love you more than anybody can

And the wind will whisper your name to me
Little birds will sing along in time
Leaves will bow down when you walk by
And morning bells will chime

I'll be there when you're feelin down
To kiss away the fears if you cry
I'll share with you all the happiness I've found
A reflection of the love in your eyes

And I'll sing you the songs of the rainbow
A whisper of the joy that is mine
And leaves will bow down when you walk by
And morning bells will chime

I'll walk in the rain by your side
I'll cling to the warmth of your tiny hand
I'll do anything to help you understand
And I'll love you more than anybody can

And the wind will whisper your name to me
Little birds will sing along in time
Leaves will bow down when you walk by
And morning bells will chime

Pondering on love

There would be no passion in this world if we never had to fight for what we love.

I always lose.

The most painful life's battles is the one we fight daily in the silent chambers of the soul

In this I dwell in my fears and weakness.

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime.

I wonder will it ever go away, or merely pass down from one lover to another?

Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

Dark Road

Sometimes we feel down. Sometimes we lose the direction in living. Sometimes we feel dejected and hopeless. Sometimes we see no hope. Sometimes we see meaningless everyday.

I wish I can tell you I know how badly it feels, how deep it cuts and how empty is being lonely. But the more I tell, the deeper it gets and I am afraid it will drown you.

Well, here is a song to let you know that I understand.

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It’s a dark road
And a dark way that leads to my house
And the word says
That you’re never gonna find me there,
oh no I’ve got an open door
It didn’t get there by itself

There’s a feelin’
But you’re not feelin’ it at all
There’s a meaning
But you’re not listening anymore
I look at that open road
I’m gonna walk there by myself…

And if you catch me
I might try to run away
You know I can’t be there too long
And if you let me I might try to make you stay
Seems you never realize a good thing til it’s gone…

Maybe I’m still searchin’ but I don’t know what it means
All the fires of destruction are still burnin’ in my dreams
There’s no water that can wash away this longin’ to come clean…
Hey yea yea…

I can’t find the joy within my soul
It’s just sadness takin’ hold
I wanna come in from the cold
And make myself renewed again
It takes strength to live this way
The same old madness every day
I wanna kick these blues away
I wanna learn to live again

Hey hey hey
It’s a dark road
And a dark way that leads to my house
And the word says
That you’re never gonna find me there,
oh no I’ve got an open door
It didn’t get there by itself

Lately is blue

Maybe it's because there is too much to do.
Maybe it's because of what's been happening around me.
Maybe it's because I have just been to a funeral of a good person.
Maybe it's because it is rather lonely and empty.
Maybe it's because I kept wondering why.
Maybe it's because I am not very healthy lately.

Maybe it's because I am just tired.

Maybe it's because of all the above, I am feeling a blue.

I wanna go away.

12th Malaysian Election (2008)

It is a new dawn in Malaysia.

It has never been so exciting in the history of Malaysia, it may be uncertain, but I got a good feeling that it is for the better. After all, it prevents us from getting complacent, ignorant and care less about what is going on in our country.

It is time to stop tolerating corruptions, ineffectiveness, poor governance and mediocre leaders.

Demand equality, justice, transparency and accountability. We have the rights to do so.

I shall watch in anticipation for the next 4 years.